I haven’t been on here in a while except to check and see what is new.  Life has been okay lately.  I have fallen behind in school this semester and like always and playing catch up and not doing a very good job of it…I have a paper that has to be done before I go to bed tonight and I haven’t even started on it mainly because I’m not really sure how to write it.  Jason and I have been going through a rough patch and last night I thought it was seriously going to end, but after a two hour talk, we finally talked and decided that we didn’t want to break up but we didn’t want to constantly fight and bicker like we have been; we decided to work on things.  I really can’t see myself without him and frankly don’t even want to try.  It’s so weird; growing up I always thought I had figured myself out, but now, after just turning 22 last month, I am just now starting to find out who I am and thats something thats exciting and scary all at the same time.